Focus on the journey and you may find what you're looking for. Hard work invites relaxation. Sluggards may linger in the shadows of yesterday..... Exploration is as much internal as external....

Its too funny...sitting here all day....just got a call for the newspaper...yes...I will try it for 2 months..no not for free....2 dollars a week for the daily and the sunday....ok.right...whatever...I need to mix it in with the garden to get some of these plants growning better...:) Work is going great...things are moving forward....:) I may be sitting very....hmmmm... "pretty" next year...I wont divulge any information, but the company that I am working with is doing awesome..more servers are being installed all the time....and I am in the mix...I am currently running my own server....yes a real server with hot swap power and raid assy. Who would have guessed that this would have been going on a couple years ago....:) I am filled with gratitude...and a pizza...:)

I am happy. Listening again to some new tunes...1.00 = a 70's compilation cd.......Fire and Rain right now....Sounds great.....Looks like I am going to have to do that Adobe Go Live tutorial...I really want to get a nice clean, beautiful page so I have the best tools now...and I go from there...:) I was reading about that climber that cut off his own arm...they say cuy off...but he really broke it off...cool. I know...sick right...but again...proving my point...better him then me...That is pretty negative though. But he survived...he had a "life experience" somethng that will shape and form his thinking for the rest his life....I survived a 10 year "life experience" Many of my values have changed....each day is a new opportunity to change....Have a great day....

Well, I have to say it...because it is about time....Everything...at this moment is pretty wonderful....no kindas, no maybes...just plain wonderful. I had a great day at work...problems came and they were resolved...I put my head down and took care of all the paperwork that I needed to ...and felt pretty well about the whole scenario.....Tonight I went to the thrift store and picked up a few more cd's...I really need to do a count on this collection that I have here...I continue to diversify my collection...spending 5 dollars on 5 cd's is always good for me......My company finally moved to a new office. I guess there prosperity is my prosperity...The place has a gym, and a wonderfully beautiful building...:)...I hope that I can someday get a site where I can host some pictures...;)..Oh, did I tell you that my company gave me a server? Must've slipped my mine....A Compaq Proliant ML 370....Bad ass PIII dual with 5 scsi drives arrayed for 2 logical drives...Fast, wide and heavy as fuck! Sounds like an aircraft taking off when you start it up. But running network apps on it is a breeze...hardly flinching...of course I am not going to use it for like 1,000 people to log onto...but for me and my partners...it is plenty fast enough. I am currently listening to Antony Degennaro...fantastic guitar player. Check him out here!